ROYGBIV

There were days when I was a child where I spent an inordinate amount of time insuring that all of the crayons in my box were neatly arranged in a color pattern. While in that mindset, I would get really upset if my sister used them and then put them back in incorrect order. I'm having a similar experience at the moment. Plans change, and sadly I am not nearly as flexible as I would like to pretend to be. While talking with the MIB tonight he shared that he is not sure that he will be able to visit over the holidays after all. I still plan to overnight in Pittsburgh on my way home. Beyond that I am reluctant to make any plans.
On the bright side, and all sarcasm aside, I don't seem to be horny any more. I've been reved up for days and it has been distracting at times. Ah, the interface of biology and psychology. At this point I think I need to get some sleep and take a few good steps back and re-evaluate. I still look forward to Christmas - if nothing else for a break from school and a time to be with friends and family. Going to try and meditate and go to bed so that I can be as fresh as possible for my exam tomorrow. Night all.